aimez-vous

2011-04-21T21:28:00.001+08:00

A little hurt, a little sad, a little despair, a little insane, a little annoyed, a little frustrating, a little resigned, a little voice in my head which says "maybe you deserved a little better than this"

-yours truly. :)

2011-04-17T20:59:00.001+08:00

Very very nervous about what's gonna happen tomorrow. I'm just not good at interviews and I dont't know what to say, and what is appropriate to say.

Why.

Oh my god.

I'm seriously freaking out here. What should I do now. Sigh.

2011-04-14T01:19:00.002+08:00

Was browsing through stomp when I saw this post whch says like how adults see things and how kids see things. And just suddenly I felt an overwhelming of love rushing up my head. I'm not those enthusiastic kids lover but I don't hate them (except those rude annoying irritating brats who are impolite and don't listen to me well they deserve a knock on their head but well lets not go further before I forget why I had this impulse to blog.) But anyway the pics are adorable because when I was a kid, I view those things the same way too! And it's cute when I think back, so maybe tml I'll attempt with darling jaydon. Hehe <3

Im typing this with swollen puffy eyes now. It's because I just saw this YouTube video, of a baby girl who only lived 7months and 3days. She would be around 3 years going on to 4 years old if she's alive now. Diagnosed with some illness which I don't know cux the subtitle is in Chinese, I could only see how the poor baby suffered. Babies have no knowledge of anything, they could only rely on how they feel. So I cannot imagine how to not know anything and yet to go to the hospital constantly for surgeries and all those things which will hurt me. I cried when I watch the video. It is so heart wrenching that I suddenly felt a fierce loe towards this baby who I nvr met and now, I'll have no chance of meeting. A strong instinct to protect her, to cuddle her, sing her songs, kiss her, pat her, carry her, telling her that she will be okay, giving her strength to live on.

My biggest wishes now, cuz I have many many big wishes, is for everyone whom I cared for to be healthy and happy. Note, healthy . It doesn't matters if there are quarrels because as long as we are still living healthily, quarrels can be resolved. I rather things happen to me instead of to my dearest love ones. Another big wish is to get into uni, though it's more of like a wish on behalf of my parents but I really do want to do them proud so I make it my wish too.

May guanyinma bless everyone around me. I love all of you, and I mean really deep love.

Oh yea. Very traumatized by next week ntu interview. Why can't I be accepted straight away? :(

Getting way emotional over here that I think it's gonna freak me out.

2011-04-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

Every day is a bad hair day. :(

2011-04-02T01:12:00.002+08:00

Just feel that if you had plans with your friends for the whole day, you would never spend a single second missing me. Much less than ask me out. That's not what I'm seeking for in a relationship.

Is that what really happens in a relationship? I don't think so.

It's like, your friends are more impt. For them you can wake up early and well idk, do alot for them. I just feel so... Speechless.

How long can I hold.

Argh.

2011-04-01T00:03:00.005+08:00

Felt like camwhoring. There's like millions of camwhore shots in my lappy. So much so that I'll pity the person who steal my laptop.

2011-03-21T01:57:00.001+08:00

Next time you point your finger, I'll point you to the mirror.

-- Paramore, Playing God

2011-03-21T01:28:00.003+08:00

I feel that no matter how hard I tried to balance it out, it seems in everyone's eyes that I still failed.

Why can't people just accept me like I am, understand that I am not known for voicing or expressing out what I'e thought, that I am a passive person and not those kind who will initiate any stuff.

I'm like this. All these little changes are making me exhausted and sick and practically hates everyday.

I tried balancing out everything, but ppl want more and more from me. I only have so much time, with curfews and all, I only had 8 hours to spend for myself every single day. 8 freaking hours. I can't be like my friends, who can really spend 24 hours. Before I could really spend enough time with one person, I had to go. Worse than Cinderella.

Me, I like to get my fill of one person before I move on to the next. But that never seems to be the case for me.

This is just so frustrating. I'm angry at myself. For no reason.

I'm just gonna be back myself for this week. Not gonna going around trying to please everyone. Because in the end, not only does it pleases no one, it seriously pissed myself off.

Screw it. Yay.

2011-03-21T01:24:00.000+08:00

It's just so hard to please everyone. I'm fucking tired.

2011-03-16T17:05:00.001+08:00

Don't feel happy. Don't believe in what anyone says anymore.

2011-03-16T14:49:00.000+08:00

My mood is really bad. Just feel like crying for no reasons.

2011-03-16T11:37:00.000+08:00

Slept for like 17 hours like a boss!!!

2011-03-15T17:28:00.002+08:00

5.30pm

Finally home!!!!

31 hours of alertness and still going strong! (I hope!!)

Won thirty bucks in mj but feel damn guilty about it! Sorry to both Js!

Aww. Hanging out with thrm always never fail to remind me how much I love my sec sch friends!

2011-03-15T08:14:00.000+08:00

8.16am singing ktv OMG. We are mad crazy!

2011-03-15T07:01:00.000+08:00

7.01am

Waiting for mcdelivery at Laopo's house! Lack of sleep!!!

2011-03-15T03:12:00.001+08:00

3.15am

Huang Jiayi helping Alina Ng Jamie Lim Ong Hongxi Linda Tan do manicure.

2011-03-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

If I don't keep up this composure, I'll breakdown.

I had to hold on to my heart with all my strength to keep it from shattering to pieces. If I let go of this facade, nth will be able to keep the heart in its place anymore.

2011-03-14T20:11:00.001+08:00

Utter heartbroken.

2011-03-14T18:49:00.001+08:00

Deleted everything of you and me.

No memories left now.

2011-03-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

Ytd mood: very upset

Today: Upset.

2011-03-13T21:57:00.004+08:00

It hurts so much that even crying could not release all my pain. When one tells you that you did not give it all when you gave your all. When out of a sudden he told you he don't care when the two of you quarrelled or when he hurts you. He don't care.

When suddenly everything crumbles, when you accidentally step over the thin fine line which separates sanity and insanity. When you feel like hurting yourself, but your mind restricts you. When you pick up your phone every now and then to check if there's messages from him. When that hopeful feeling becomes dreadful because you know that the messages which you received from him, every message which you read, will hurt you like a bitch.

When the root of the problem never get solved, when it's the focal point of every quarrel, when we dont get each other, when out if a sudden, bad things happen.

Never believe when a guy says he loves you. Never believe when he says he will not leave.

When your questions are met with silence and yet you are supposed to know the answers. When you are required to be a psychic.

All these whens, sum up to nothingness in the end.

2011-03-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

I don't want to go through this kind of bullshit anymore.

2011-03-12T10:28:00.001+08:00

She's pretty! ~.~

2011-03-08T17:51:00.001+08:00

Kiteflying succeeded in less than 5mins! -.-

2011-03-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

The worst thing? Having your boyfriend to say that you are exaggerating the extent of hurt you are feeling. When you are really feeling that much of hurt

2011-03-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

Really don't know should I carry on or not. Hurtful words not only hurts, but they leave scars in the heart too. And thats something which time can't heals.

2011-03-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

It's weird that no matter how pretty a person is, she will still feel that she's not pretty. Why?

Her hair is beautiful. And I had commented to J about it like recently.

Some girls have the determination to look better, and constantly find ways to look prettier. But they already are! On the contrary, girls like me just don't find the determination though we are the ones who really need it.

Both you, A and J, are beautiful. Like really beautiful! And it's on a level which I could never achieve. :(

I am a plain Jane. Omg. I could not accept this fact, but I guess I have to face it! Major depressed.

Side note: Blogging on the go is so much better.

2011-02-28T10:51:00.005+08:00

Otw to school now!

First time in my 3 years of poly life that I'm taking train to school haha. Nearly got lost at city hall interchange. That place is beyond confusion I swear. I look like a tourist. Ok as I'm Typing this post I reached Dover. Now what? Major lost. Anyway I shall just look as if I know my way around while waiting for Mau.

Hope I'm at the correct bus stop oh god. I'm extremely lousy at directions. Well since I'm waiting I shall attempt to look busy by typing this post. Just now when I'm on the MRT that's above ground, I kept thinking that the train will tumble off the track and all of us in the train will fell into the ~~deep abyss~~ ground below. So I started to think of the different scenarios of me trying to catch hold of poles and alto prevent myself from dying and also to prevent the contents of my bag from spilling out. Which is irrelevant.

Anw, shall stop blogging. Stomach ache plus Mau arriving soon. Ciao.

2010-12-04T21:54:00.001+08:00

From C, I became A.

2010-11-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

Just feel so damn screwed up right now.

2010-09-13T23:37:00.002+08:00

Got IPhone 4 and abit regret.. Is it only my phone which battery runs out so damn fast or everyone else phone also? Mine is like incorrigible. Is mine faulty? =(

Met nesty today and just chat and talk and slack. Makes me realise that happiness can actually be so simple.

Happiness = Learning to be contented

Once one has learned how to be contented with what he has, he'll find that happiness is within his reach, as a matter of fact, it's all around him. I guess many people cant seem to be happy because they are always asking for more, wishing they have this have that did this did that want this want that, but never stop and look at what they already had.

Some people are scared that they are not enough; not pretty enough, not sweet enough, not smart enough etc. I used to be one of those people. But seriously, where can you find someone who is enough? Sometimes just have to be content with who you are. Other people may criticise, insult, laughed at you but they are also the ones who never take a look at themselves in their whole life. Seriously, even if you are a beautiful girl with a bloody good personality, you still cant insult me but then again if you have a bloody good personality you wont even insult people.. BUT if you are not even pretty, have a very bad personality, very quick to judge people who you dont know, then I feel so damn sorry for you because I guess you are the kind of person who may be too persistent in trying to get what you cant get/gave up.

Speaking of that, A gave up B no matter how nice B treats A. A just took it for granted and think that B will always be by A's side. Then C comes along and somehow B and C got together. I guess people will feel sorry for A, and thinks that A and B should be together and C should be just kicked off the scene, but what the people don't know is how B and C feel towards each other I guess.

2010-09-09T18:20:00.005+08:00

Back to blogging!!!!!!!!! These few days have.been.bad. And I mean it. Gosh I'd been crying breaking down depressed mad crazy sobbing whatever you named it. So much so that it's horrible now that I think back. And it's all because of exams. You know it's not once or twice when I said I wanna study for exams like 2 weeks before the actual date but I never seem to be able to do it seriously I dont know what's wrong with me. I admire those people who can study like 1 month before and still able to remember everything on the exam date itself because I seriously cant. My mind will just go Whoosh and all the terms are gone like I've never study at all. Just take today examination for instance I just mugged like some idiot and nearly went to the extent of burning my notes mixed the ash with water and gulping it down cuz I cant remember any shit about it and hell yeah I'm right. It's hard to explain how I feel inside the exam hall just now, do you call it the effect of delirious due to lack of sleep, that when I looked at the questions and cant answer most of them, I just smiled to myself and thought that "holy crap this is the last paper already I'm just gonna answer with my common sense cuz I am suffering from what is commonly known as the WTML - Wrong Timing Memory Loss" But anyway, I did the paper with 80% common sense and 20% of what I've remembered so on 1 Oct I guess I will be able to know the level of my common sensical rate too other than the academic results.

And one thing, it's just so damn hard to glue my butt to the seat and study for like near to 16 hours a day. It seriously sssstttrrrreeetttcccchhhhhh my capacity and let me undercover my hidden determination that I've thought was all the while non existent. Tell me crazy or what. I can wake at like 7 in the morning and study straight until like maybe 12am. Yes, straight meaning I leave my seats less than 7 times and it includes going to toilet, having brunchner (breakfast lunch dinner) I am totally lack of sleep even though I may not be qualified to say that cuz I did sleep for like 5 hours ytd but for me it's totally not enough. God I have a splitting headache as I'm typing this down. I really admire those hardcore people from the bottom of my heart who could memorise things so easily aka pammy and connie. Discussed with ah bek and realise that this sem she's like in the same boat as me = messed up.

Supposed to meet up with baby today but he's down with flu! Actually kinda angry + disappointed but alas, I'm the one who ask him to rest at home so yup! Let's meet on 11th and there's no way you can push that off baby if you are reading this! <3>

Okay Goodbye because I'm tired and I needa go out for dinner kinda regret I didn't nap just now argh wrong decision made. And
Goodbye ngee ann. Oh shucks when I said that I realise that time pass so damn fast and I've graduated can't believe it.

-cross my heart fingers toes- If I get into uni and she gets into uni too, please do not let us be in the same sch or course because I dont want to be scarred for life. Or rather, I dont want my life to be infused with people who may look pretty(may only to some ppl and used to be to me but not anymore because now I think you are not a threat at all if you get what I mean) but actually are psychotic bitches underneath!

2010-09-05T22:20:00.001+08:00

Includes huang inside also of cuz.

With my family and them on one side and ernest on my other, what more can I ask for..

Hugs.

2010-09-02T13:05:00.001+08:00

cant wait cant wait!! =)

2010-09-02T12:36:00.000+08:00

Gonna write notes for SM soon...... Baby's working at PC show or what until sun. Damn bored but well, at least I can use the time to study (hopefully productively)

Baby bought me sweets to go along with my studies =) I'm gonna spam him with messages.

Jamie's having her paper tml and tml's tml!! Good luck babe!!! And Laopo and Ongbak also started their Uni life two days ago! Hope everything's going fine for them teehehe. Huang's busy mugging same as me and Jamie I guess!!!

Okay time to startttt workkkkkk. Will blog about bdays soon!! *or maybe not*

Hope all these end FAST. Cant wait.

2010-08-31T15:25:00.001+08:00

Believe me when I said that I have the sweetest friends ever. =)

2010-08-31T13:37:00.001+08:00

omg i saw my twitter flooded with all my friends' progress of studying.
/wrist

i havent even get started yet. wtf am i doing.

see already also headache. not going twitter anymore.

2010-08-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

To the world you are just one person, but to one person you could mean the world.

For my each and every member of my family, Jamie, Alina, Hong Xi, Jiayi, and BF
That's how you all mean to me, the world

=)

2010-08-25T00:33:00.001+08:00

This post shall be about LOVEEEEE

For the past few days I've been really happy. We went to arcade, have dinners, walk around and just purely enjoy each other's company. You always make me feel contented and happy. Everyone has their own definitions of happiness. Mine constitutes of boyfriend, friends, and family.

You are a part of my happiness, and if I lose you, I will lose that part too. Even though you may be an ass sometimes (hahaha!), but what you told me yesterday over the phone really touch my heart. "No matter how big is our fight, just remember that I love you." Do you know that sometimes just little gestures from you are enough to make me feel happy for the rest of the day? I may look as if I don't care, but actually, every single little thing which you did moves me in the greatest way you could never imagine.

You had been sending me home recently, and this is one of the actions which literally make me feels so happy. That's why I've been singing and dancing around like some mad girl when we walked home. And you have been singing and dancing with me too in the rain so don't laugh if you are reading this! I'm sorry that I didn't appreciate you sending me home in the past, and you stopped sending me home as time goes on. That was when I realise how lonely the bus rides home were. I could stare out blankly at the passing beautiful scenes but those scenes never managed to fill up my thoughts. No I am not being needy. Actually it isn't really your presence which I don't feel, it's your love. I could sit there, with many people on the bus with me, with many people getting in and out of the bus, with many strangers sitting next to me, but I'll still feel that I'm separated from them as though I'm in a glass jar looking out as they looked in. That's when I realised how much support you had been giving me unconditionally, so much so that once I felt the lack of presence of your love, I will feel like a part is missing from me and I could not fully interact with the world.

But hey I still have my own beliefs and thinking about things. I know after reading through this post you guys may have dabbed me as "stupid" "needy" and other derogatory terms which I don't think I wanna know, but I know myself best. I won't lose myself in the relationship. I know I will not, because I am in still in control with myself. If one day you see me posting those depressing posts of how I wanna die over BF and the ways/steps to do it, then you can start to worry. But I won't!!!!

Okay time to go bathe!! I am a dirty girl ohmygod. And I really should be studying now, and not blogging. But guess I'll start tomorrow!

*Note to self: next post shall be about QB's and my birthday! Next next post shall be about the things which I regret. The next next next post shall be the disclosure of the secret of being a professional stalker. Hope can get Jamie to collaborate with me on this. haha!

2010-08-11T22:55:00.005+08:00

Respect and Timid is different.

Because he knows that some things will make me upset, that's why he trys to avoid doing those things.

If he wants to go, I won't stop him, neither will I scream or throw a tantrum at him. He's free to go anywhere he wants to, I told him that.

He didn't go this time round, is strictly due to FYP. Please don't confuse timid with respect.

2010-07-25T18:36:00.003+08:00

jay's concert is awesome! awesome shit.
how can some one be so damn charismatic!
gosh!

things haven't been going well.. not at all.
sigh.

do i really look like one?! oh god! =(
hahaha.

Hello everyone!

2010-02-25T16:25:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone! My last paper is tomorrow and after that,I'll be FREE-FREE-FREEEEEEEE!
But too bad my chioest friend,Jamie,is unable to go out with me because she's down with HFMD.

Well,hope she will have a fast recovery and then I will treat her to an ice-cream feast~!

Today,I've nothing much to do except to mug and hence,I shall do a short update or no one will come reading my blog and boo-hooo-hooooo. :(

So today,I want to introduce a special friend of mine that I've known around last month!

Awwww. I'm holding his hand while giving him the support he needs when he is running!

I love him muchzxzxzx muchzxzxzx! He's leading! Winning the person behind!

Here's a kiss because you are so fast!

And he kisses me back. (:

Well,I got to go! Need to continue mugging again! :(

What a sad life I have! But Jamie has a sadder life. She's home because of her illness.

Poor her. I will love her no matter what! (Love my new friend too!)

Jamie,after you are well,I will treat you to loads of nice food! Muacks!

2010-01-27T22:55:00.002+08:00

I LOVE BABY JAYDON

2009-12-25T11:54:00.000+08:00

this christmas, i give you my heart
on the exact same day, you give it away.

2009-12-20T23:26:00.007+08:00

oh my god. things are so happening!!!

1. Exams ended! (yay!!!)
2.I saw a fucking disgusting thing on bus on 18th Nov
3. My sis got married on 19th Nov!!!!!!!!!!!!

omgggggg

exams #$%^&*I(O finally ended! cant bloody stand it.
i shall nvr nvr NVR study last min again, just like what i always told myself ~~and didnt do it~~

LALALA

anyway! no more exams!!!

ok now the disgusting thing.

I was on SBS bus, on m way back from school. Then, this three china SBS bus drivers got on the bus

I had no qualms of that, of cuz. What annoyed me was that this guy, among the three of them, stare at my legs openly. He had his shades on, but then i'm not blind.

Never mind about that. @#*&^%$'
so the seating arrangement was like that

my bus fucking chio right! haha! cuz it's PINKISHHHHHHH =)
anyway D1 was the driver that looked at my leg #$%^&^
i was sitting behind D2 when SUDDENLY, i saw this WORM ON THE SLEEVE OF D2'S SHIRT
IT WAS WRIGGLING LIKE SOME MAD WORM!

omg. i dont give 2 flying fucks about the worm there, what i'm scared of is he flick the worm towards back, which means towards me!!!

omg la!!!

HE NVR, BUT HE DID SOMETHING WORSE

i guess he saw that worm on his sleeve, so
HE STICK IT ON THE CHAIR IN FRONT OF HIM!

the worm is like mad wriggly. you'll nvr believe it.
SO, I'M GOING TO SHOW YOU THIS 4 SECS VIDEO.\

aiyo!!!! how can the bus driver leave this wriggly creature on the bus!
he shld take down with him right!
goodness. cant stand it.

ANYWAY! my sis got married ytd!! felt sooo happy for her!
Just wish that she will be happy forever with her husband. =)

pictures not available yet =(

haha

anyway, QB was damn cute ytd.
during solemnization, he slept and snore!!!!!!
LOUD ONE OK!

hahahah! QB SO CUTE LA. =)
and straight after that solemnization, HE WOKE UP!
aiyoooo
this baby boy........ hahaha WHY SO ADORABLE!!??!!!??!!!???!!!!
love him to bits!!!!

i felt so lost all of a sudden, striaght after my sis got married.
although i know they are still my sisters forever, but then, the feeling is not the same....... =(

i want both of my sisters to be very happy, i want their happiness to last forever.
=)

I LOVE YOU SISTERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muacks!
hope my big sis faster give birth to a baby!!
then me, QB and her baby can play tgt!! =)
MUAHAHHAAH

christmas is coming folks!!!! ^^
yay!!!!!!! hahaha!

ending on a veryyyy abrupt note. BYE.

2009-11-05T23:56:00.001+08:00

This shall be a randomy post

Early this morning i woke up, crossing my fingers and toes wishing that it's a beautiful Saturday, but it's NOT

=(

the weather was like so damn nice today! raining heavily, while i lie in bed, snuggled under my comforter and hugging my smelly pillow.......................................... and the darn alarm had to ring.

anyway, daddy send me to the interchange cuz he dont want me to get drench by the rain (muacks dad!) and while me jamie and ernest waiting for shuttle, we saw rainbowwwwwwwwww!!!

it's really faint. come on! strain your eyes to see it!
it's been such a long time since i saw a rainbow!

next was sch............................................................................................... and sch ends
=)

and then dinner at home!
was soooo bored while waiting for my family that i began playing with my rice! =D

see see! i formed it into pretty pretty shapes!!!! HOHOHO! =)

Before i went to sleep, i had to prepare my lecture notes for tml (being the good girl that i am)

This is my printer, i called it, the Printerminator!

And it's because............................................................

Look at what the fuck it did to my paper.

AH HA!!!! revenge is SWEET =D

okok.. Printerminator is actually a kind printer. it's me, i admit. i caused the paper jam. =(

Lastly................................... my darling QB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" OI YOU! Looking at me for what!"

"SHINGZ~" (means 'whatever' for those who are not Ris Low's fans. Tsk.)

**Disclaimer by QB**
Me has nvr said all those. My yi yi type one. for entertainment purposes only! buh bye.. muahs!"

2009-10-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

TODAY, I FINALLY WENT TO MARINA BARRAGE

okay all these photos are in random order
no mood to put it in the right order! so troublesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's why i always admire jamie for like bothering to go post up the photos in chronological order

this structure is damn damn damn cool! omg. it actually shows this person's hand going one full circle and the finger ends up touching himself. the name for this is "what goes around comes around" or smth around that line. meaningful okay ppl!

Sustainable Singapore

it's actually like a minature man-made waterfall! haha. i couldnt resist touching the water!

yes. this is the life that i want! with a tv underneath my transparent floor so that i could watch tv wherever i go! muuahahahhahaha!

i'm gonna show you all a scary pic.

i found it on the sch's bus stop bench

YES YES YES! OMG OMG AND OMG. dont you think that it's back sorta look like a mask?! omg

I AM SO FREAK OUT NOW

SHUCKS

BYE

2009-10-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

just plainly dont uds how i feel.
you may know, but you dont feel what i feel.
could it be the distance between us has become wider?
i dont know, and i dont want to know.

2009-10-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

LALALALALA

LOL

i remembered jamie asked me to update my blog, i think laopo/ongbak asked me to update also

SO

i shall update~

today, i stayed at home, clean my house, reorganize all my stuff, mop the floor
yesterday, i stayed at home, clean my house, wipe all the ornaments, mop the floor
tml, i will be staying at home, cleaning my house, mopping the floor, going out to CP to buy bread and papaya

YES. MY LIFE IS MONOTONOUS

luckily i've got QB with me!!!!!! =D
take a ~~double~~ ~~triple~~ many many looks at the cutest baby ever!

Someone's trying to be Superman! hahahhaha! I nvr thought i'll say this, BUT, you are the cutest superman EVER =D

AH HA!!! Caught you eating your hand again! tsk tsk! Me gonna tell your daddy and mummy!
uh uh. no use looking at me pitifully. i'm still gonna say! unless.........................
.... you take a photo with me!!!! heh heh heh! okay! your secret is safe with me!!!

my cute little QB.. LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACKS!!

and well, today I FINALLY packed all my sch stuff!
omg. the whole experience of tidying was dusty, dusty and pure dusty
but it's like DAMN satisfying!!!
I packed all those rubbish sch stuff and dump it ALL into my file and classify it as year 1 and 2!
muahahha

boring boring boring!!!!!
lalala!!!!!!!!!
QB QB QB ROCKS! =D
QB wanna say byebye to you all!!!!

okay!!! QB is tired~! good nights sweet little one! ^^

2009-09-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

staying at home the whole of today.
unlike jamie they all so good, can play mahjong.
=(

nvm!
just need to rant

2009-09-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

i am sick =(

ok, i guess i'm not OFFICIALLY sick

but nonetheless, i think i'm going to be sick. =(

looking forward to my swensen mooncake =D

and jamie lim, not sharing with you.

i'm so bored.

mopping floor everyday!

the only thing that cheer me up is that i can see baby jaydon, aka Q.B, everyday! =D

oops! someone is shy! hahahah!

muacks QB!!! i love you! =D

2009-09-19T20:48:00.001+08:00

i want to play chubby bunny~! =(
please please please someone play with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

i cant believe it.
you are the fuckest friend i ever had. and i regret trusting you. i shld have NEVER trust you.
seriously, fuck you.
congratulations, you had just lost yourself a friend.

2009-09-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

They say humans think about around a billion things in one second
But now i'm only thinking of one person,
That one person is equivalent to the importance of one billion things

but i guess now, significance is all lost.
it always seems a miracle why she had such a good sense of timing to message you
but i guess if she could ease your feelings, let you have someone to talk to, then go ahead.

2009-08-30T01:14:00.000+08:00

shh. let everything come to a rest.

THANK YOU(in random order)
papa, mama, orh lua, orhjian, orh lua's husband, and orh jian's husband
ernest
alina(laopo), jamie, hongxi, jiayi, desmond, yuenming, diana, pamela, chun leong, kianwei, kongming, jolene, benji, pinhui, darren chen, peiying, cheryl, woam shing, elysia, wenyi, ziyi, wong junjie, ng junjie, hweesiang, larrison, guomun, linqi, jiawen, melvin, hongwei, deborah, rachel, valentino

sorry if miss anyone out!! =)

2009-08-27T17:22:00.001+08:00

don't let me feel that for what i had done has all gone to waste.

2009-08-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

life is completely ~~nuah~~ relaxed now.

please believe when i said that i'm seriously basking in the happiness of this lifestyle.

linda is a mud. linda is a mud. linda is a mud.
calling for more mud to join =)

2009-08-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

i just read through my post. and i realised that my eng is like )(*&^%$#@#$%^&*
wtf happened?! =(

oh no oh no.

i shall start blogging (even if no one sees my blog)

lalalalallalalal!

2009-08-26T21:01:00.001+08:00

IT'S OVER

MY EXAMS ARE OVER

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a lot of happening things happened!

let's start from this super duper coincidence

okay, that time me and ernest haw were going to sch together cuz we got exams on the same day and same time

ernest: where's your class?
me : blk 56 level 4 room 6
ernest: same as mine!
me : impossible la! we different course leh!
ernest: really!
me : -disbelief- (cuz he kept lying to me nowadays)
ernest: really!
me : really meh?
ernest: ya!
me : .......

in the end what he said is the truth, we are in the same class! this is fucking weird and super coincidental

and in the class..............

me found my assigned seat and sat down
ernest haw came to the table next to me and sit there.
me turned and looked at him

me : oi why you sit next to me
ernest: is you sit next to me. this is my place eh
me : this is also my seat!

so in the end, we sat next to each other for the exam.
and he KEPT SMILING THROUGH THE EXAM WHILE I'M LIKE BITING MY ~~FINGER~~ PEN, TORE OUT MY HAIR AND NEARLY TORE THE WHOLE EXAM PAPER TOO.

Reason: he aced that exam. i flunked it.

ernest haw sucks.

DAMN MARKETING.
=(

um. okay. i thought got a lot of things happening, but no. hahaha!

all i know is that i'm seriously lack of sleep, although connie and diana will like absolutely disagree with me cuz they definitely slept lesser than me.

BUT I REALLY FELT I SLEPT A LITTLE BIT ONLY! least is like 1 and a half hour. that sucks like hell.
i went to sch, felt like vomitting man.
and that was the paper which i sat with ernest.
MARKETING. freak it.

omg. i cant believe it. after such a long tedious day, I ACTUALLY FINISHED MY EXAMS.
now is just wait for my results. sept 18. boo. =(

so veggie lim, when you wanna go out?! i finally ended le! MUAHAHAHA.

2009-08-20T13:36:00.001+08:00

tell me. how can i forget that conversation you had with her.

it is literally impossible.

i dont uds why you must say that. why must you say that to her?
are you crazy or am i overly paranoid?
either way, i just find it impossible to trust you again.

if like what you said, that trust is everything in a r/s, then you had just destroyed that everything.

2009-08-20T01:26:00.001+08:00

somehow i felt the betrayal.

2009-08-11T13:28:00.001+08:00

This post is gonna be freaking disgusting for pink haters and absolutely fabulous for pink lovers, aka, ME!!

Pink fish~ (at plaza singapura. connie told me!!)

Pink Dolphin!!!

Pink Mahjong

Pink + Bling Bling DS!!

ABSOLUTE LOVE. PINK HELLO KITTY HOUSE

Pink Scooter

Pink Car

Another gorgeous pink car

Pink furniture~

I will KILL to have this room i swear.

Okay, i guess i love this most!

Pink Playstation

Pink Tv and remote control

Pink TV plus DVD set

Pink HELLO KITTY phone!

Pink I-Phone.

lalala~!

THIS IS THE LOVE. PINK BLACKBERRY. still got blingbling ok!!

pinky~!!!!! =)

^^ love it love it love it!

tadah tadah tadah~!

PINK IS THE LOVE. FOREVER AND EVER~!

muahahahahahaha!!!!!!!

2009-08-11T12:36:00.000+08:00

this post is mainly trying to keep out my ugly photo.

AND IDK HOW TO PUT MY TAGBOARD BACK

(*&^%$#!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&*

ROARS

exams coming soon...
=(

i want to watch where got ghost.
thanks to ernest haw, we watched hangover that time. =(

-LOL. okay it's my idea. but you shld have stopped me! hahaha! -

i'm so gonna watch where got ghost. dont care.

okay time for studying again. =(

boring~

jayden/jaydon, jayden/jaydon, jayden/jaydon starts with J~! =))

2009-08-03T20:22:00.002+08:00

2009-07-23T21:15:00.005+08:00

STRESSING OUT
=(

FIT project, Green Vision, PMKT project........

AND I HAVE GOT STARTED ON NONE.

all due on next wed/thurs.
must do report...presentation...blahblahblah.

3 projects, but 3 TEDIOUS projects.

(*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@#$%^&

For the 987765264215768673 times, linda is dead.

i'm like filled up to here ( pointing to my temple )

the worst thing is, idk what i am busy with.

ooh la la.

quote of the day:
The more close you are to a person, the harder for you to forgive that person.

well. that explains why I kinda erased him off my friends list so easily. LOL.

but well~ maybe a contributory factor that he was such a bastard helps too! =D

2009-07-20T21:35:00.000+08:00

Just a sudden thought.

do you ever feel embarrassed by someone?

like parents? friends? your partner?

if you did, then you are the one that is supposed to be despised by everyone.

parents raised you, friends stand by you, partner loves you.

what more do you want?

give a slap to yourself and wake up from your materialistic world.

you, should feel despicable.

2009-06-25T13:15:00.001+08:00

everything's ok now =)

2009-05-31T18:17:00.001+08:00

RULES: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions.

ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE: nopes
B - BIRTHDAY: 29 aug 1991
C - CRUSHING ON: my eye candyyyyyy =)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: zero coke
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: My MOM
F - FAVORITE SONG: jay chou songs!!!!!
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: gummy bears
H - HOMETOWN: singapore
I - IN LOVE WITH: jay chou
J - JUGGLE: my feelings
K - KILLED SOMEONE: nopes.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 4 hr.
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: choco choco choco!
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: to have unlimited wishes~
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: syazaaaaaa
R - REASON TO SMILE: cuz it's funny!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: You make me wanna by Blue
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: nvr wear. LOL. kidding. =.=
V - VEGETABLE(S): yup yup
W - WORST HABIT: watching tv
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: ankle on the right
Y – YOYOS ARE: yoyos lo. =.=
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: VIRGO

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: LND
What color do you wear most?: black and white
Least favorite color?: green...
What are you listening to? the colgate commercial
Are you happy with your life right now? how to be happy with exams one week away
What is your favorite class in school?: NONE. who in the right mind will have.
When do you start back at school/college? idkkkkk 2004 in nchs?
Are you outgoing? nopes. definitely not.
Favorite pair of shoes? no shoes policy. love my havianas slippers. =D
Where do you wish you were right now? taiwan

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: nopes.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: nopes.
Can you whistle?: nopes.
Write with both hands?: nopes.
Walk with your toes curled?: YUPS

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: YUP
Do you believe in miracles?: YUP
Do you believe in magic?: NOPE
Love at first sight?: NOPE
Do you believe in Satan?: NOPE
Do you believe in Santa?: NOPE
Do you know how to swim?: NOPE
Do you like roller coasters?: NOPE
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NOPE

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: YUP
Have you ever asked someone out?: YUP
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: YUP
Have you ever been to the ocean?: NOPE
Have you ever painted your nails?: NOPE

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: hello?! i am not a thermometer~!
What radio station do you listen to?: YES 93.3
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: errrrr. sakae sushi?
What was the last thing you bought?: formal wear skirt. =.=
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Beach Ball Babes

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: Jamie Lim
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: orh jian
Who was the last person you said I love you to? my eeyore

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: yup
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yup
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yup
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yup
Do you cry when you get an injury?: yup
Do certain songs make you cry?: yup

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person?: half half
What can make you happy? no school
Do you wish you were happier?: yup
Can music make you happy?: some only

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: 1
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: used to.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: brownish black
Current piercings?: 3
Have any tattoos?: nope
Eye color?: browish black

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Brown
Short or long hair: i like those normal school boy haircuts. hahaha! look short, clean and neat what!
Height: eh above 175cm
Best clothing: anything that looks good luh. duh.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: No
Mooned someone: no
Laughed so hard you cried: yup
Cried in school: nope
Thrown up in a store: nope
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: yup
Gone skinny dipping: nope

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Mc
Single or Group Dates: Group
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries
Meat or Veggies: meat
TV or Movie: movie
Guitar or Drums?: drums
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes
Cake or Pie: cake
MTV or VH1: MTV

2009-05-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE IT
ISP IS FINALLYYY OVERRRRR

sounds weird, but somehow i miss it!

HELL YES

i miss it so damn much

IT'S NICE WORKING WITH YOU GUYS!!

now back to doing citations for BCOMM =(

PS. the slogan "get a life, by getting out in your life" is created by yours truly! =D

2009-05-22T20:35:00.001+08:00

Actually i think she's a nice person, seeing all those tags.

Argh. seriously i felt so tired nowadays!
all projects are dueing soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this. is. so. tmd.
i. am. so. tired.

gonna chiong chiong chiong! endure for 5 more weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can do it i can do it i can do it!

ERNEST HAW I STILL HAVEN'T FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU TOLD ME YTD
SWEET HUH?! YOU ARE DEAD.

2009-05-03T14:26:00.002+08:00

2009-04-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

i know i shouldn't blog
i know i should do my homework
but

AAA SUCKS.

i seriously at a loss due to not using my brain for the past ~~18 years~~2 months.

2009-04-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

ytd is a bad day.
a lot of ppl agree with me.

two sentences that i will remember
two sentences that etched deep in my mind.
six words that are so cruel

"i dun care"
"isnt it obvious"

i know he will nvr read my blog.
even if he does, i dont care too.
i tried my best, but obviously, he dont think so.
i'm not going to hold onto it any longer.

one day, you will realise you are so god damn childish.
one day, you will be so sick of yourself.
one day, you will be all alone, not lonely, but all alone.

"ya ya" you are thinking, "let the bitch says all she wants. this day would nvr come"
but i say, wait and see.

stop justifying yourself.
stop thinking that everyone did you wrong.
stop thinking the whole world owes you.
cuz, it's not.

you are the one who makes a fuck out of your life, and you are the one who will get a fuck out of your life.

oh btw, i think i didnt say who you are. so if you want to self admit, it means you realise it's you.

i dare to face myself. i dare to apologise. i dare to admit that i'm wrong.
i once said something that was unintentional. and i hurt someone.
but i apologise. and she accept it.

you said that i'm not even apologetic, but i'm telling you to stop finding excuses for yourself.

you think i am not apologetic? show the proof!
you heard me saying what? tell me!
you are not me. so fucking dun make judgement on me.

i am apologetic. and i can say here,

I AM SORRY CINDY. THANKS FOR ACCEPTING MY APOLOGY. YOU ARE A BETTER FRIEND THAN HIM EVEN THOUGH WE DONT KNOW EACH OTHER WELL.

you are disappointed in me. Well, let me tell you, the feeling is mutual, multiply 100 times on my part.

2009-04-08T13:43:00.004+08:00

first, the ~~sad~~ HAPPY thing.
18 yrs ago, an asshole was born on today
and his main motive is to torture his friends.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND LIM WEI JIE.
you are lucky i dont have your photo. LOL.
but wait! i go find!

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hmm.
heard the songs on my blog?
most were sang by 阿桑
bet most of you dont know who was her.
but no matter what, let's just pray together that she rest in peace.

how short one's life could be, how sudden it could end.
i remember the days when i listened to her songs
remembered how her songs help me past my most difficult moments.
Goodbye, forever.

2009-04-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

back to the twilight craze again!

due to the lack of activities that i had, goody me went back to reading books!

and i still strongly believe that EVERY child should be encouraged to have the habit of reading a book before sleeping!

edward rocks.

我怀念有一年的夏天　一场大雨把你留在我身边
我看着你那被淋湿的脸　还有一片树叶贴在头发上面

那时我们被困在路边　世界不过是一个小小屋檐
你说如果雨一直下到明天　我们就廝守到永远

Rain falling in my heart 你的声音仍然深印我心田
世界改变　你也改变　我在海角天边
Rain falling in my heart 你的诺言虽然没有实现
爱是雨点　落在昨天　永不放晴的缠绵

2009-03-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

SOME PARTS ARE QUITE TRUE! go try go try!

2009-03-17T19:58:00.000+08:00

let's just say,
I CANT BELIEVE IT

actually me and jamie lim have discussed this A LOT of times, saying 18 yrs old like very old.

which is true! what have i been doing with myself for the past 18 yrs?!

this is just horrible. i do not have dreams, aspirations, did not do something that make my family or myself proud.

then i start to wonder is that every one's life is the same with me, or am i the only one having this boringggggggggg life.

sometimes, it is good to stop for awhle and think about what has happened.

suddenly chanced upon some photos that i took in 2008.
i guess a lot of ppl thought that i do not mind leaving the broken friendships behind.

i'm just trying to keep my last pride.

i mean, if the friendships couldn't even withstand such a little problem, then how would it be possible to be everlasting?

from close friends, to the acquaintances we are now, i guess i could only use the word "regret"

there are many ppl who pass through one's life,
some of their names are written down in ink
while some are written down in lead
some will be walking with you till the end of the path
while some will stray away during the journey

but no matter what, no matter when, when you all need us, just rem that we will be there.

at least, i know for sure, the ppl who have accompanied me till now =)

hey girls, i love you all. thks for being there when i needed friends the most!

knowing you all is the luckiest thing that could ever happen to me.

you all know, i always tio those suay stuff. like mozzies biting my eye during camp, and i turned around to ask some heartless girl whether i'm alright and the heartless girl murmured some unintelligible + incoherent + incomprehensible + indistinct response and rolled back to sleep. that girl is the one on the second picture. REMEMBER HER.

anyway, i'm just really really happy and grateful that the four of you appeared in my life.

with much loves, i hope we stay as friends as long as possible! sounds gay, but i dun care. i love you guys too much >.<

2009-03-16T00:29:00.003+08:00

TRIP TO ZOO!!!!

Apparantly, the sucker is trying to take a photo of me so i took back at him! muahaha!

YOU SEE! he was so hungry (and that was just after eating kfc)

but i guess his appetite dies off after seeing this fish looking at him like he's the food. LOL.

KANGAROOS! oh btw, kangaroos means "I don't know"!

See! eating again! goodness. =.=

kangaroo got pissed off and ~~walked~~ hopped away

AND "The Rainforest Fights Back" animal show starts.....

i only took photos of the albino peacocks because they are so oh-so-gorgeous! I KNOW THE NAMES!

Look underneath the penguin! ITS EGG!

cute little squirrel, or whatever you call it.... haha i'm not good in names! -okok. excuses for myself-

and ernest's best friend, waiting there to gulp it up. (jk, it's the ZOO remember?!)

the silly giant tortoise popping its whole head into the puddle. LOL

i swore that i went to the zoo with a pig. he wanted to eat the tortoise! hope he cracks all his teeth.

and there he goes eating the ostrich. swallowed the head already.

pointing to jamie and binglong. LOL.

2009-03-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

你在哪里
这些年来如意不如意
还快乐
还单纯
还美丽
时光如何对你

我在这里
人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭

我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已

我很想你听见了吗
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你

我只想爱你

我在哪里? 你会不会偶尔好奇?
有没有曾经怀疑?
我说我会忘记只是种好意

after hearing derrick ho sang it at css, i love the song once more.

2009-03-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

linda is bored.

bored
bored
bored
bored
bored

Jamie out of town
Laopo and Ong Bak haven sch hols
Huanghuang missing in action. -.-

but tml going to zoo!

lalalalala
lalalala
lalala
lala
la

i'm bored.

ps. jamie lim and laopo, send me hongxi's bday photos! haha!

2009-03-02T14:27:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG
it's finally HOLIDAYS.

seriously idk how i make it through my exams.
three days, 11 hours of sleep.
arghhh

Jamie Lim, i'll NVR EVER FORGIVE YOU for posting those pics you ass.

OOH.
suddenly reminded by Ernest's embarrassing incident that happened on the last day of my exam. LOL.

i finished my exam and then proceeded to find him. so i was happily asking him where shld we go to eat, and, he was like anything.

tadas. big mistake.

my face changed from ^^ to ._.

ROARS. so i just said ~~unintelligent~~ intelligent huffily and picked up my bag.

that's when i realised.........
HIS SANDALS IS SPOILT.

~~HAHAHAHAHAHA!~~ ooh. such a poor thing.

haha E still insist he could walk (stubborn ah fat) and limped downhill, with me trailing behind him and laughing my ass off.

BUT HEY. in the end i still got a pair of fake havianas for him ok. LOL.

say thanks ernest haw!!!!

so the boy-whose-slippers-are-spoilt iss going to renew his passport today cuz he's going to genting from 9 to 11. =(

aww. =(

faster come back ok?!
-sad hamtaro-

if you dare to lalalalallala me again, you are so dead.
haha.

and go genting be careful ah. dun leave some parts of your legs or arms or torso being kept in a fridge.

you know what i mean...................... HEH HEH HEH HEH HEH.

2009-02-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

some people are so childish.
hey hey. you think i wished for myself to be born like that?
=.=

2009-01-18T20:53:00.002+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!!! ORH JIAN IS BACK FROM NEW ZEALAND!!! muahahahahahaha!!!
AND. she didn't brought a cow back for me!! #$%^&

BUT SHE BOUGHT THIS BIG BIG COOKIE BACK FOR ME.
goodness. cookie monster will kill himself to get this cookie. hahaha!

Look at the cookieeeeeee

SEE HOW THICK?! (okay. i'm exaggerating.)

ooohh!!! here comes a curious sheep!! -sniff sniff-

HEY!!! What is this?! another sheep?!

Have you ever seen two sheep thinking before? =.=

Having a conspiratorial talk huh?!

I knew it!!! the two of you are going to eat my cookie right?!!!! -yells!!-

In the end they are just too full to finish it i guess. just look at the sitting position of the right sided sheep. LOL.

okok!! i know i being lame. LOL. But a girl gotta be a geek sometimes too!! hahaha!
going to study now =(

toodles~!

2009-01-17T20:19:00.002+08:00

omgomgomg
haven blog like three weeks.
and just when my blogging feeling came back (3 secs ago)
it's gone again =.=

ARGH.

I'M BUSY BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M BUSY WITH!!!!
you guys get this feeling sometime?!!

gotta meet up with babes soon. always heard diana saying she's going out with her friends. then i'm asking her, your friends all free meh?

Diana: Must every week meet one time

-ooh feeling came back-

actually i think she's right, every week 2 hours, not to much to ask right?

SO

ALINA NG WEN LING
JAMIE LIM JIA MEI
ONG HONG XI
HUANG JIAYI

we ~~must~~ try to make this a habit too ok?! like just meet for dinner or whatever. and the place no need town area or what just somewhere near us. heehee.

anyway, got back common test results. hate MAEC
and happily to say, i guess my marks made G****** shut her flithy mouth.
HA! HA! HA!

i shall do better in order to prove you wrong you sucker.

OH YEA! TML IS JAY CHOU'S BIRTHDAY! ONG BAK YOU DUNNO RIGHT! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA LOUSY PORK.

=D

2008-12-27T15:46:00.000+08:00

this i promise you - lorraine

its been so many years
i remember how
my heart felt when we met
the days so wonderful

you held my hands in yours
under the starry sky
asked me if i would be yours
as long as we shall live

this i promise you
i'll be here for you
even when the days are blue
i wanna be with you
lifes so beautiful with you
every single day

this i promise you
i'll be loving you
through the years our love will grow
when our hairs are grey
we'll be holding hands my love
as long as we shall live

2008-12-14T00:03:00.001+08:00

notes: Photos in random timing.

Went Orchard today!!! =D

Look at mummy trying out the clothes. you wont believe how long we took!

Okays, I'm going to regret putting my pics up. But look at Orh Jian's face!!
Think her eyes too big. She's like perpetually surprised! haha!

SEE!! I TOOK PHOTO WITH A CHRISTMAS BEAR!! =D DAMN CUTE AND FURRY!!!

Mummy and me =)

Mummy trying out her 3496598 outfit.....

while the rest waited outside.

from left: Jason, Orh Lua, Ah girl, Adrian

Me and Ah girl

Orh Lua and me being retarded to each other. =.=

Ah boy and Ah girl

Jason and Orh Lua - scolding ah boy i think. lol. -

Too tired to update.. Walked for 8 hours straight. Miracle for a person who don't like shopping. Toodles~!

2008-12-12T17:29:00.000+08:00

BACK - AND FATTER THAN EVER
-huge grin!!-

MUAHAHAHA! Exams ended!!! =D
Three papers, I can 50% confidently announced that at least 2 papers are well done.
Surprisingly, the one that is not well did is actually a MCQ cum true & false paper. =.=

But well~~~~ IT"S OVER!!!
I can finally enjoy my three weeks break, Christmas, slacking toodaadass (:

goldfish-like memory conveniently forgetting about all those projects and whatsoever that's due when sch reopen =X

OH OH!!
Orh Jian getting married soon =(

Legend

Orh Lua -- Jeslyn (Big sis)
Orh Jian -- Janice (Second sis)
Orh Ni -- Linda (Me)

Names are derived from laughter, boredom, jokes, zest, craziness, rotting at home by the 3 of us.

Someone who I've lived with for 17 yrs of my life is going to live somewhere else =(
I'm going to be so bored. No one's gonna entertain me anymore except for Orh Lua.
boohoo.

and and and

I LOST MY PHONE.

well lost & recovered it! (:

okay here goes the story.

I was printing things at the printer shop at compass point and like my always muddled self, I left my handphone there at the counter and just went home after printing my things.

When I reached home, I realised my phone's missing. Panic die me. So after a good scolding from dad, I went out to find my hp. Meanwhile, I kept calling my phone hoping that someone would pick it up. But it rang and rang and rang but no one picked up.

So I concluded it means one thing, phonnie is lying somewhere in the cold alone and scared, and it's not pocketed by someone.

The last place I went before I went home is the printer shop, so there's like 99.999% of possibility that it's there. I called Desmond then ask him help me checked with the auntie there.

Alas!! the shop is closed. =.=

E came down from hougang just to help me find my handphone!! ^^
Sorry that ungrateful me flare up at you and Jamie over the phone. =(

So, after a looonnnggg time, we abandoned the search. And me and E decide to take a chance and go to the printer shop early in the morning the next day.

AND THE NEXT DAY, WE WENT THERE AND THE AUNTIE RETURN ME MY HANDPHONE!

Auntie, I love you for the 987654321 times!!

I swear I wont be so blur next time.

L recalls(as long as I can remember):

Lose my wallet (green one with the butterfly) at KFC cuz i forgot i put where.
Put my wallet and hp in the toilet cubicle at Takashimaya while working at Levi's and didn't realise that they are missing.

Scenario

Jamie suddenly rushed into the boutique and said (i could still remember vividly)

"Linda Tan, where's your wallet and handphone?!"

It may sound cliched, but lightning stroke me.

Me exclaimed: "In toilet!!" and then start to panic.

Jamie: "Got one family picked up your phone then they call me, they now waiting outside the toilet, faster go take from them."

Such a coincidence that Jamie happened to be in the vicinity right?!
-wipes sweat off-

So we faster rushed there and retrieved my things.
MILLIONS OF THANKS to that family!! =D

3. Visited the toilet at hougang and put my lappy on the ledge. Finished using the toilet and came out forgetting completely about lappy. Halfway out of toilet...........

Jamie: Where's your lappy?

Linda: - Rushed back to toilet to retrieve -

4. This time the handphone incident

SO!

I realised two things that forgetful people (like me) needs when they go out.

Firstly, be careful of toilets, because that's the place where things are always left behind by their owners.

Secondly, bring a friend like Jamie out with you. Don't you all realise that Jamie's always with me whenever such things happen? LOL.

And lastly, THANK YOU JAMIE, DESMOND AND E FOR HELPING ME FIND BACK MY HP!!

2008-11-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

i felt so distant from everyone suddenly.
just read through my babes' blog, and just felt so distant. =(

ROARS

maybe it's time to be alone.
damn suffocating.

2008-11-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

Geez.

Finally having this free time to blog.

life's been busy!!!! i cant believe how studious i've became. goodness.

today's a darn unhappy day! i swear my b.law teacher has something against me. but argh. i'll just study my ass out and ignore her.

Aim for this semester
GPA: 3.5

been having tests and quizzes for the past few days non-stop.
i don't even know how many brain cells i've murdered.

ENOUGH ABOUT STUDIES

I cant wait for christmas to come!!
HOHOHO. Santa's back again! ^^ [not to mention shopping sprees!]

AND IT'S BEEN 10 DAYS SINCE I'VE UPDATED.

due to my goldfish-like memory span, i've forgotten everything that happened for the past few days. the last thing i remembered is my dear teacher looking at me with disapproval in her eyes.

=.=

anyway, it's not like anything interesting had happened to me. i seriously wonder why some people can just met with interesting and funny things every single day of their life.

oh man. i've been feeling grouchy, sulky, bad-tempered, easily irritated and something is definitely weighing my heart down. guess it's my fats that's hanging down my heart. time to lose weight.

Gee. tell me i should stop wasting my time thinking of what to blog instead of studying for tml's test!!

yells* SELF-RESTRAINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

toodles~

2008-11-15T12:50:00.001+08:00

Watched Madagascar II Escape to Africa with lp!!!! =D
It's super nice luhs! haha. senseless, but funny!

-hand moving up and down in front of my face-
laopo you should understand. LOL.
i'm a great whistle blower!!!! hahahahahahahaha!

E also watched movie ytd. Watched coffin.
He lousy pork. Movie screened for so long now then watched. =.=
and he went home late yesterday so he's sick now. tsk tsk.

i realised going out with lp is always embarrassing.

1st.
We were at plaza singapura and were waiting for lift.
Lift came and the people inside came out.
laopo went in when the doors are closing midway.
this is what it looks like.

omg i tell you. that is super unglam. =.=

2nd.

A: eh we go buy popcorns all those
L: so early? now only 5.45. (our movie at 6)
A: aiyo. before show start 15 mins can go in liao.
L: ok lo go buy.

after much debating over the options of popcorns or nachos, we decided on the latter.
the cashier gave us some serviettes which laopo put on top of the straw box.
then we carried our nachos and walk away...

A: eh laopo. nvr take serviettes leh.
L: =.= you got tissues?
A: one piece.
L: ok i go back take.. you coming back with me also!
A: -walking very slowly behind-

so i went back take the serviettes with the manager staring at me strangely because i'm laughing (very loudly!!) due to awkwardness. =.=

3.
Both of us reached outside the theatre when laopo suddenly stopped.

A: ehh laopo. LOL. can only enter 5 mins before show starts.
L: -glare-
A: HEH HEH.

Still alot more. But it'll take eons to write about the embarrassing situations that Alina Ng can get herself into.

TOODLES~

2008-11-02T13:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CJC!!!
=D

Went out with E and sister ytd.

caught HSM3 at ps.

throughout whole movie Jasmine was talking to me. haha. so cute luhs.

after the movie while we are waiting for lift...

E: How's the movie? -asking jasmine-

L: she watched before already what.

E: -super shocked- huh watch already?!

L: yea. her sch screened this movie for them as their after exams period. =.=

E: -speechless-

L: lousy.

haha!

jasmine was super cute. show you all.

cute right? haha.

okok. gtg do hmwk.
piles and piles of them crashing onto me.

i need not flaunt my life to others.
cont being the luckiest!

2008-11-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

okok. i confessed. i'm supposed to search for an article for law module!

but i just ended up surfing the net.
i swear diana's gonna kill me.
=(

i'll do tml! before i go out!!
i promise!!!!!

=X

2008-11-01T00:52:00.000+08:00

E: rem? stay happy always.

=D

had IAC and LMS today.
sia la
the LMS teacher kept calling me by my full name.
and Bruno is like laughing non stop. =.=

first time.

teacher: -asking a question. checking namelist for the unfortunate one to answer-

teacher: Linda Tan Chiah Yuen

me: -super embarrassed- er ya! here. -answered question-

second time.

teacher: -ask question again.-

teacher: Linda Tan..... -haven complete her saying my name yet-

me: ah yes! teacher what thing?

teacher: er. Linda Tan Chiah Yuen?

me: =.= yea.

third time.

teacher: -ask question-

teacher: Linda Tan Chiah Yuen

me: -gave up- Here, cher. =.=

bruno: -look at me and laugh openly-

=.= =.= =.=

2008-10-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

WARNING

conversation below may make you feel uneasy.
not suitable for easily disgusted and weak hearted.

linda says:
i constipated very long liao

ALINA(: says:
haha

linda says:
LOL

linda says:
must da bian

linda says:
MUST DA BIANNNN

ALINA(: says:
-.-.-

ALINA(: says:
GO LAA

linda says:
but no shyt

linda says:
wakao

ALINA(: says:
-.-.-

linda says:
constipation eh laopo

ALINA(: says:
i also wht

linda says:
eww

ALINA(: says:
my sai this few days yi li yi li only

ALINA(: says:
the most 3 li small small one

ALINA(: says:
LOL

linda says:
wth

linda says:
YOU DUN NEED TO DESCRIBE

linda says:
omg

linda says:
=.=

ALINA(: says:
hahahhaa

linda says:
i post on my blog

linda says:
wait

ALINA(: says:
/!!!!

ALINA(: says:
LAOPO!

ALINA(: says:
ARGHH

ALINA(: says:
roar

linda says:
nahs

ALINA(: says:
i go sleep liao!

linda says:
i'm posting

ALINA(: says:
HMPH

linda says:
=D

ALINA(: says:
u post and your unglam photos will show tmr

ALINA(: says:
HEH

linda says:
NVM

ALINA(: says:
BYEEEE LAOPO

linda says:
i'll still post

linda says:
BYE

ALINA(: says:
MUACKS

ALINA(: says:
LOVE YOU!

linda says:
vomit

linda says:
LOL

ALINA(: says:
!!!

ALINA(: says:
):

ALINA(: says:
BYEBYE

linda says:
go bang wall and die laopo

linda says:
BYE LP

linda says:
L**PA

linda says:
haha!

______________________________________

sorry for the vulgarities involved. LOL.

2008-10-23T15:59:00.002+08:00

Goodness. finally updating. haha.

Gosh. sch just started and all those projects come ~~running after~~ towards me like ~~monsters~~ some long lost friends.

I SHALL BE HARDWORKING FOR THIS SEMESTER!

But seriously, all I had been doing in class is looking and talking to my fingers.
I tried to listen, but alas, my heart reigns my head.

anyway, module 1.2 is really hard luhs.
DSS is killing me. Diana and I felt super uber pressurized by it. tsk tsk.

THERE'S THIS REALLY FUNNY GUY IN MY POA CLASS!!!!

Teacher take attendance.....

Alan... Diana... Linda.... Cheryl... blahblahblah... Ghim Diao

okok, at this point I must confessed that I don't know how to spell his name. But you try to pronounce it in hokkien!!!!!!! it's gold bar. hahahaha! i choked on my mouthful of water luhs!

His actions all those very cute sia.
____________________________________________
#Case 1
Cuz we doing classwork mahs. then after that there's like questions which we need to choose to fill in the blanks, then the choices are like

(a) Financing
(b) Investing
(c) Operating

then the teacher ask him give answer, he gave the correct answer but his explanation totally wrong!!

so we were all wondering what's wrong with him, then...

He: Teacher your textbook old one izzit?

Teacher: Should be, why?

He: Cuz my textbook is (a)Investing, (b)Financing, (c)Operating

All of us: -check our own textbook-

Teacher: Huh? Class, is all of your textbooks same as mine or?

Class: Same as yours......

-silence for 5 seconds-

He: ORH! i see wrong question la!!

____________________________________________

Oh ya. And his surname is Pee.
=X

But I must state clearly, I'M NOT LAUGHING AT HIM OKAYS. Don't sue me for sedition. haha.
Alright!
Needa go study now. Cheerios! =D

oh ya. just got to know from jamie that jacob say i very irritating cuz i keep saying him cute! =.=
goodness. ppl who have brains can just know that i'm joking luhs.
i felt so insulted that he said i'm irritating!
@#$%^&
>.<

Everything just boils down to one's heart.
I guess we were just some insignificant people that pass through your life.

2008-10-01T11:52:00.001+08:00

/edited

totally wasted sia....

i've been working for like dunno how many days!
and the timing has been 2 to 11 plus nearly everyday!

i reached home at like 12 plus every night.
)(*&^%$#@!

damn tired! =(

2008-09-21T12:07:00.000+08:00

my throat is super uber very terribly pain. =(
yesterday after turning and tossing from like arnd 2am to 3.30am, i still cant get to sleep due to the pain.

rahs. pain is indescribable. wth.

so i just got out of the air conditioned room and went out to the living room to rest on the couch.
mummy was shocked when she found me curling like a worm at 4am in the morning. asked me what happened and let me gargle my mouth (throat to be exact) with salt water, well, she claims that it helps. anw, after the gargling process, i just ate one sore throat tablet and went back to sleep. mind you, it is the most terrible sleep for me. even swallowing my saliva hurts like nobody's business.

so today woke up at around 10 plus, feeling super unrest. but nevertheless, waking up is better than sleeping. my nose is freaking blocked for the whole night too, and as I'm typing now, I'm blowing my nose. wtf.

the fact initiatives isn't taken also pissed me off. but nahs, whatever, I've tried my best.

my.throat.is.killing.me.
my.nose.is.my.throat's.accomplice.
what.the.fcuk.

2008-09-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

omfg.

i'm sick. =( Blocked nose + sore throat. no combination beats that.

but i'm still talking non-stop. haha! i'm going to irritate ppl till my voice is gone totally! =D

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIHAN AKA EYE CANDY!!!

^^

update photos of Manhattan @ Clarke Quay another time. (When i got them from Jamie Lim.)

Cheers ppl.
$%%*&*(&
stupid blocked nose and sore throat.

2008-09-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF TRAINING!!

that's like, finally.

haha i swear i'm completely wasted.

BEFORE I FORGET!!

take a look at my beloved hot chocolate! =D

beautiful right?!
^^

and yea, below is the photo which shows the artistic talent of Jamie Lim as she doodle on my arms. =.=

aww just enough time for a short update. I gtg now!!
celebrating ?????????? smth. haha!

okays okays. cheers ppl! =D

maybe it's time to take a step back.

2008-09-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

i'm super tired these few days.

Mr. HaHa is back =( pounding my head harder than ever.

Went work today. Early in the morning felt like dying. At first is stomachache, then become nauseous. I bear with it from like Potong Pasir till City Hall can. OMFG.

Once reach C.H, I buay tahan. I grabbed Jamie then tell her i'm going to puke at any moment, and she looked whiter than me. LOL. Then she faster go find me a toilet and i just rushed in and vomit my guts out. wtf. it must be the bloody chicken burger that i ate in the night time before the day. ^%*^&$%&

So i just puke out everything, and when i emerge out from the cubicle, i'm totally aghast. There's like a loooonnnnggg queue of people outside. And according to the now red-faced Jamie (from the embarrassment), all of them heard my melodic vomiting noises.

argh.

Anyway, went to work for like 4 hrs as cashier. Then after that went back red cross. OH YEA. My timetable is OUT!! =D wakakaka!!!

I LOVE MY TIMETABLE!! =D

anyway my throat is damnnnn PAIN. =(
dying. die. dead.

CHEERS PPL. =D